We're back...

So, being at home didn't last long. As soon as Bella took the new antibitoic she started violently vomiting all over. I've never seen anyone vomit across the room like she did. It scared me to . I freaked out and called theh hospital they rushed us back to Doernbecher's. It's looking like we're going to be here for a while this time. We'll know more in the morning. I absolutely this. It took so long to get an IV started in her. They had to call in 3 different teams of doctors. Bella was screaming so loud and crying so hard that she was purple and no sound was coming out. I just held her little fingers and bawled with her. Even the nurse was having a hard time standing there. I wish I had the power to fix everything. I wish I could assure her that there won't be anymore painful things. It's pretty rotten. She was given a blessing by her uncle and in it she was told that it would be rough for a little bit but that she was strong and her spirit was strong and that soon enough she would be healed. It was a pretty strong blessing. Almost identical to the one Joe gave her when we were here the last time. I know she's being watched over, I just need to keep reminding myself of that fact.